decided to become a bit more proactive and update more vigilantly. not a very wise thing- considering the pile of work thats just stacking up behind me. 1 gnat chart, 1 teaching session, 1 board paper. AND some hairy assed monkey whos ignoring me on msn, but keeps getting me to call. if it were so f***kig as important to u then why the f*** do i have to call.

the chore of living a life contingent on the whims and fancies og other people.

on a sweet note, just found out yesterday that there actually are people who read this regularly, despite me not updating for ages and ages. it takes alot to care about whats going on in someone elses life. it takes a lot to care. thanks for being there.

watched charlie and the chocolate factory yesterday. what really struck me was that i dont really see things as i did before. kids, candy, growing up.. but some things never change - really happy to see that the portrayal of the nut room was exactly as i imagine dit obe years ago when i read the book.. and the boat made of the huge pink boiled sweet. ubt the ompah loompahs got a new fangled zen infusion, but too cool for my 7 year old mind back then.

going for sushi with my grandma tonight.. just realised i only have 4 weeks left here. dont nkow where all my time has flown to. been putting off just shopping andd chilling and wasting time in orchard for long enough - hey!! not that i dont want to., but NO F***king time. its now or never, just have to do the things i put off for so long.

peace