First time - blogging from the office.
Finally done with the whole IPO launch thing, cant tell you how relieved I am; for once I go to the office and my mail isnt flooded with rsvp replies, no names and companies to juggle. No more nasty emails complaining about big shots not wanting to sit next to each other. Cant tell you how glad.

Sat through a dreadfully long corporate dinner at the Four Seasons last night, then went to meet Harry and the rest of his friends at beer garden. Dont really know how to explain it, but I just felt so detached, so unconnected. Sometimes I really wonder if i really live in this sphere of my own not fitting in anywhere. They were talking about LAN - when's the last time i played LAN, supper at geylang, chugging beer, fags, faggots...

All I could think about was how bone tired I was, and how my feet hurt from standing around the whole day, how my cheeks kinda hurt from smiling and acting cheerful, how my head hurt from reading the corporte agreements. I just felt miles and miles away.

John partying in Mykonos - and he says its wild, loads better than when we were there. Wish i had moe time for tanning, gymming, eating, sleeping, shopping, chilling, swimming, drinking.