really worried. lots od work, it seems almost unfinishable, and i havent even begun 3 whole modules. i really dont know what imgoing to do. arghhhh and all these lousy social obligations that i have to fulfill. and im going to be working next week followed by my dad coming. i really have no idea how to eve n begin. arghhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh. feel like jumping out if the window some how. arghhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh

sometimes wish i didnt have so much stuff, but i am defintiely grateful for what i have. so thank you all. but yes. i will have to work.

arghhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh