again, anothher day spent in the mindless pursuance of determination, how much is actually accomplished is antoher matter entirely. everyoners; studying so hard it literally is scary. i dont knw what im donig with my life zomethimes. get so distraxcted, hoppinfg from pone topic to the nect,not focvusing on the task at hand, get really annoyed with myseld soemtimes. i really have to sit fowne and get myself to consolidate thing,s but it jsut isnt happening. put it down to my losuy sense of self control or whatever, but yes, i definitely need to discipline myself. should stop moping arghhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh.